Something Hurts When I Sit

These days it's hard, really hard. I wonder especially because the earthquakes are given the best of the night. What strange alchemy makes every time there is a shock which causes damage or cmq scare you like to expresses and releases its energy, must always take place at night.
This situation means that, in conjunction with the fact that now there are three nights that the earth shakes, you can not sleep, a bit like the torture of sleep, or make you fall asleep and wake up shortly after.
These are the facts, then there are consequences. Basically you live in a state of terror. Ogniminimo any noise or vibration that you feel you think you get yet another shock and ask in that state of mind to say, "will be short? ... Will not last long? Will ... damage? "
Then when you're there everything is trembling, helpless and powerless (feeling very bad) aspects and think ...." hour ends ... now ends"
add to this that at home I have a closet with sliding doors that at the slightest jolt slams the door against the frame. Add the glass of the cabinet room that already with their shrill noise they make you lift the hair out of fear ..... in fact all you leads to a state of mind very Prearo . But I have 43 years and have already experienced the earthquake in 97 of Foligno, and I know what it's good or bad.
are destroyed in seeing the effect that this whole situation is having on my nine year old daughter Beatrice. By now the evening when it begins to brown, no longer speaks, he falls silent, does not want to be more alone in a room, not sleeping and drowsy if you can not make a sound that immediately gets up and opens her eyes. The worst thing is to see how it reacts when it reaches the shock, is fear personified, loses all control ...... and I to try to calm her, hold her to me and I feel his heart beating in a way that I did not think were possible ...... and we are at 100 km as the crow flies from the slaughterhouse where it happened, 100 miles from where there is destruction, where there is suffering, where there people who have lost their lives.